Crushes are Messy Business

I wish everyone could just tell the person they love
"I love you"


Because then I wouldn't be in this mess

Dance in Front of the Jukebox Baby

Records spinning, spinning,spinning

Records spinning, skipping, spinning

Records skipping, spinning, skipping

Records skipping, skipping, skipping

Records spin in their old fashioned way

Like they did years ago

Let's dance like they did years ago

Let's go Back to the Past like Michael Fox

'Cause you know I only want to dance with you

In front of the record player

Let's swing, swing, swing

And turn the clock back tonight

So Why Don't We?

Tell me baby
I got lost when I couldn't catch your stare
And my heart feels shattered like a broken record

Maybe I'll just scratch the record
For a new vibe
And grab a new partner In this song called Life
After I couldn't find your stare

Because Maybe we'll Dance Better with someone New

Won't Stop Turning

I feel so small at the top of the world touching clouds
Where I can forget my problems and doubts
It's hard to tell but
Is anyone else on this ride with me?

This is one ride I can't get off
Until it brakes down
And I feel like I could do anything at the top
But synthetic when I'm touching ground

Scream to make it stop; It won't
Threaten to jump off; It's too high
Sit down because that's the only other option
But I'll tell you what I can do

I'll close my eyes
Stretch out my arms, hands up
Nothing can hurt me now
I'm at the top of the world

I will scream at the top of my lungs
And I will sing at the top of my lungs
My love for you
And whisper in my ear that you love me too

And I'll laugh and I'll cry and I'll wish I wasn't sitting
By you but you make the ride make sense
And then you'll sit there when someone else comes on with me
But I won't forget you protecting me

My life can't be compared to a Ferris wheel, can it be?

The Irony in Fairy Tales

Have you ever realized
In stories the hero is (A) stereotypical?
And the female in distress is locked in a tower
On a very nasty stormy day?

Well my story isn't like that at all.

I fight the dragons with the help of people in my life
And everything happens on an ironic sunny day
And I'm the one locking myself in a tower
Because its real life, not a fairy book story.


So take that Sleeping Beauty and Cinderella.

Take a Risk, Take a Stand

I Prefer to stay Ageless
Because I'll stay safer this way
Because then no one will say I'm too young
To write like this or too old to post pictures

I prefer to stay Gender-less
Because I'll stay safer this way
No one will say that I'm too Masculine
To write poetry or too Feminine to be bold

I prefer to stay Race-less
Because I'll stay safer this way
No one will laugh at my skin Or my eyes
But I'll bleed the same red

I prefer to stay faceless
Because I'll stay safer this way
No one will point me out in a crowd
Just to laugh and stare and say hurtful things

I Prefer to stay Anonymous
Because I'll stay safe this way
No one will know my name
Because then no one can hurt me


But if I put all these things out there
Maybe it will show I can go against the grain
And everything will start to get better
Little by little even if it hurts

Hi, my name is

I'll Love You for All Time

How could anyone possibly love someone so much?
It's a new feeling to me
And to think if my heart is breaking when I'm not seeing you
What will happen when we are apart for good?

But though I love you so right now
I need to know you better
Or this love is worthless like faith without deeds
Don't break my heart this way

So how will this relationship come to be?
Should I ask you? Though I wish you'd ask me
Or maybe if we talk it will happen
And it won't seem as awkward

But know this: Even if it cuts my heart and soul in two
I can't afford to give myself to you
Because that's not what I want to sell
I want you to love me for who and what I am

I want to save myself for the right man
And will not give myself away and throw it in the trash
Because the guy I want is more important to me then that
And I want him to know that

Most of all I want God to strengthen me
And you to push my faith to limits so it grows
And if we love each other through good and bad
We'll grow so much together hand in hand

And if we break apart before bells are heard
Don't be upset; Instead rejoice
Because I wasn't the right one and you weren't the right guy
But we grew and we did nothing wrong

I hope that never happens all the same
But if it does take this poem anyways
And when you find another love, give it to her
Because she's special and waiting for you

I really don't know why I wrote you this poem
I could have said it so much shorter or cooler in a song
Even if you don't like poem's this is dedicated to you, my future
So don't be mad my love, for I love you, I do

I love you
No more secrecy, messages, or poems
Just I love you and I'd do
Almost anything for you



Please Wait For Me

Here and Gone

The Understanding of Beauty comes
Much Too Late for some
And is Always understood by Others

Can you Understand This?