Wednesday, December 19, 2007
I don't even know what it is anymore
Is it an obsession
A lust, a want,
I don't even know anymore
I know there are people in the world I love
There are different types of love
True Blue Friendship
Love for a man that you never knew you could
I know I love all my family
I love Sarah and Kristina and Emma
I love people who are closer to me then my own family
In times of darkness
But I don't know if I've ever loved a man
So much as I loved that boy
But was it all fake
A desire that was crushed so easily?
Am I in love?
Or am I in love with the wrong man?
I hope I'm not so desperate to go with another
When I've waited so long
Just to hear you say those eight letters in my ear
Monday, December 10, 2007
Have you ever had a moment
That one perfect moment
where it was suddenly so clear
What you were meant to do with your life?
But then as you thought about it
You grew weary
Or unsure of it was really the right thing
How many people would you disappoint if you did it
How many would you hurt
How many would wish you went to college before that
How many could be saved if you did though?
So many times
Running through this situation in my minds eye
Someday is sometimes not as good as now
Now I'm asking if you know what to do
Maybe you need to write a book, or direct a movie,
Or talk to someone who you've never met
Or write a song.
Maybe it will change, influence someone's life.
But maybe 'now' means when the circumstances fall in place
Miraculously like falling from heaven itself
And that really means now
So its actually in the perfect time
So someday I may be a 'rock star'
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Have you ever had that one moment
That perfect moment
That you could never describe
Never redo again?
That moment while seemingly lost
Is stuck forever in your mind
Playing over and over
Like a broken record
And the details start to get less clear
But the over all message is still there
And it seems like a distant thought
An old dream
Maybe you don't even remember it for a few days
Or years even
But Its Still There, Waiting to Be Remembered