Here, There, Anywhere

high by ` ppimm `

Where am I going?

Where am I going?

Show yourself to me

Show yourself to me again

Do I stay

Do I go

Do I dare leave

What will change me the best?

I need to hear but I'll cover my ears

I need to feel but it's more than that

I need to

I'm fighting this

But I'm getting beaten so so bad

It's getting to me

But the feelings are getting to me

But the deafness is getting to me

Let me step out of this into something else

Even if I end up beaten and bloody

It's better, better, better

Then standing here digging my own boring grave

Phoenix Made of Ash

So many things were meant to be

And weren't

Like you

and me

Why are we so afraid of taking chances?

Why does it matter if we end up 

on the cutting room

floor?

The situations and circumstances

The people and places

They define us

They make us exactly who we are

And I don't like it

But no I don't hate it

Sometimes I like it

But who ever said I love it?

I'll take it as it comes

Hit me fast

Throw me low

One day, one day

I will rise

Time is not the enemy

The enemy here 

is me

Head Out of the Clouds

So when do I become 

important?

When do I change someone's

world?

And it occurs to me.

I already have

Because none of these people would stick around

if I didn't mean something to them

As Clear as the First Day I Met You

The way your fingers

brush against mine;

the way your hand

wrapped around mine

The small talk

The gentle laughs

The fun teasing

The whole camp

If I could do it again

I would

If I could make time stop

I would

If it was a test

I think I failed

If you come back one last time

I'll give in

Because I've never meet anyone

quite like you

And I don't want anyone to take you

away from me

Let's catch up over coffee?

Stop. Listen. Look. Stare.

Stop.

Listen.

Look.

Stare.

It's been almost a month

And I need you here.

I found a great diner 

open 24 hours not far from here

Stop. Listen. Look. Stare.

I've taken a path

You're taking yours

I don't know if I know,

you know, we we both are any more

Stop. Listen. Look. Stare.

Let's take a trip down to that sunset beach

We can catch up, yell, be who we wanna be.

I know the secrets, in the sand we can find the key

Sing to the stars, we could both be free.

Stop. Listen. Look. Stare.

 Open up your heart, 

I'll open mine

And if we do

I'm sure we'll be fine.

Hearts Like a Song Burning Up the Night Sky

Strengthen Me to the End

So close

So close

I can taste the end

on the tip of my tongue

It hasn't come easy

It's been a rough few months

And babe

It ain't over yet

It doesn't get really hard until the end has come

Waves, Wind, Fire

Crash

With such force

against the rocky crags of my heart

Sting

With a coldness

my lungs revive and begin to breathe

Burn

With a vehemence

that i can begin to feel again

EEG Dance

Can't escape the thoughts

They swirl                                                 

                                 They mingle

They weave

Fade in

Fade out

Hesitating

The ghosts are shaking hands

do you want this

do you want this

do you want this

for the rest of your life?

got your back

and you've got mine

2 am conversations

running straight into the ground

                                 the touch

                                   the sounds

co-co-colliding                                                                          

where is my mind spinning?

one spot stop

sitting in this chair

and i haven't moved

more than these fingers,                              twirling hair