Save Myself

I don't want to fall back
Into that place again
Those feelings again
That life again

Because its so much more depressing
And it keeps me constantly stressing
And I found that if I keep pressing
On, I can make it out

But falling back in would destroy me
So whenever I start to feel that way
I tell myself to stop
And look at how I've been since I left it

And I feel so much lighter; so much better now

Clash of the Titans

I cannot feel inspired right now
Because my soul is breaking apart
Looking for its other half
And my brain is fine by itself

They won't work together
When they want such different things
And my heart agrees with both these
Because its fine alone but secretly wants to be loved

So here I stand
By myself as all these couples around me walk
Hand in hand
And I can't help but feel so alone

And with Valentine's Day looming
I am becoming quite gloomy
And hope that if someone asks me
I won't jump on the bandwagon without thinking about it first

i don't see this being resolved anytime soon.