Inordinately Ruined

I am ready to step away from the ordinary
To leave the old unneeded things behind
Because they will drag me down
And leave me in London's mud

I will defy gravity
And find myself in the comfort of your wings
I am ready to look straight into the sun
And burn in its atmosphere

I have never felt more ready then tonight
And I will sing it loud & clear
Use me as you will, as you can
Because you saved me from six feet under where I am now

I am ready to be ruined to the ordinary

New Year New Beginnings

"The hardest part about growing up
is letting go of what you're used to
& moving on with something you're not"
You use to tell me

I never knew how easy it was to say that
But so hard it would be
When the time came
To actually do that

But I think I understand it now
And maybe I should have heard it
And understood it long ago
Because it would have made things a lot easier

I'll start today or tomorrow if I have to