One Two Three

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It all comes down to this:
cowardliness
or
i suck it up, take a deep breath, and go

Step off the edge with eyes wide open
See what I'm free falling into
Because in the end I know
Everything will be okay

There are of course a few possible outcomes
Rejection, Acquaintances, Friendship,
Possibly, dare I utter, love?
If I do remain true and open my mouth

And if I do not? Nothing.
None of those would happen
And both of us would remain a friend short
This is all what my gut tells me

I'm scared
Because I am not bold
But then who says I need to be bold
When I can act confident?

Find the common denominator.
Find the courage.
Find the ability to move against the flow
I've made for myself all these years

on the count of three let go. one, two...

Death over Life

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Is it wrong to not cry
When I don't fear death
But everyone else around me
Is making rivers?

First Moment

I think we all need to take
A few more chances
Even if it means
Getting hurt in the end

Here, Now

I always imagined
That I'd look like this
Someday
Maybe

Or if not
Then I look this good
Already
Kinda

But really I don't care
What you or your people think of me
Because I'm fine with who I am
Except deep down I'm not sure
That I really am fine

Unknown

Going the wrong way on a one way street
Looking around won't someone stop to help me
Turn around, turn me around
to the place I should be going

I have no regrets
Up to this point in my life
But I'm wondering if that's true
Anymore

make a place for myself

Decisions, decisions

I think I need
To throw it all away
And just step off the end
And be free to find me

Cuz lately I've been confused
Where should I be going with my life
And I'm not sure what I'm doing now
Is the road I want to be following

Really I think I am
Caught between a rock and a hard place
Which makes me sad
Because everyone else seems so focused

I guess I just need to decide

From the Inside Out

God,
work through me
even when i don't want to
(but you would anyway)